Unconditional Selfless Love. (daw??? mali kaya to :)) )

I fell in love with the same guy who fell in love with me. We were both not yet ready for commitment, but love helped us decide what was good. We accepted each other and became an official couple.

But since, from the very start, we already knew that committing was something important, I had these consequences. He had these conditions with me. I accepted everything and tried to understand because I didn’t want to lose him. It’s hard. It’s painful. Yes, it really hurts. But what can I do? I’m so in love and I cannot leave him. I know, this is just a simple test for me. This is not a stupidity, I tell you.

It’s really hard.. hard to become last on his priorities.. It’s like.. studies, family, social life, hobbies and other stuff.. and I’m just after all of those.

Usually, he only sees my mistakes.. and he never appreciates my efforts.

It’s like.. I’m just.. I’m just his last option.

All my friends told me that he doesn’t deserve to have me, and I deserve someone better, someone who could appreciate me. But, I have this something that makes me hold onto him.. It’s that, If I accept everything and understand the situation, then I wouldn’t need to leave him. My love is unconditional. I don’t need anything in return from him. For as long as I know that he loves me, I will never stop trying so hard to understand his conditions towards me. You know that a woman needs some care from her love, but in my case, I have accepted the fact that I have to love this person UNCONDITIONALLY.

It’s a selfless love. Everything I do is for him.

I just can’t help but cry because the pain triggers me to. :’(

(by anonymous)

tsk tsk ouch :)) ok nakakarelate joke ;)) pero tol di alam ng tao worth mo :( so sad but true :(